I'm not perfect. Are you? If I died tomorrow, would I be ok with what I left? Would everyone that I loved know that I loved them?
My friend lost her son this week. He was much too young, he had so far to go. He left a son. A beautiful little boy who will grow up with stories about his Dad. No experiences.
When you give birth to these kids you don't expect it to go badly. You only want the best. Maybe you aren't the best Mother, maybe you made the wrong choices, maybe you just didn't know....you never want to hurt your kids.
I can't imagine losing one of my children. I can't imagine how I would feel. I can't inagine that anything would ever fill the hole in my heart.....
Rest In Peace Kenny, know that you were loved.